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But Some Doubted– Matthew 28:16–20
Our Gospel reading today brings Matthew's story of Jesus to its powerful and moving conclusion. The disciples have travelled north to Galilee, back to where it all began. It was in Galilee that Jesus first called fishermen from their nets and invited them to follow him. It was in Galilee that he taught, healed, welcomed outcasts, and proclaimed the coming of God's kingdom. Now, after the trauma of the cross and the mystery of the resurrection, the disciples find themselves once again in Galilee, gathered on a mountain to meet the risen Christ. Matthew tells us that when they saw him, they worshipped him; but some doubted. That brief phrase is both surprising and deeply reassuring. These are not strangers encountering Jesus for the first time. These are his closest followers. They have walked with him for years. They have heard his teaching, witnessed his miracles, and now stand in the presence of the risen Christ. Yet even here, Matthew tells us, some doubted. Perhaps Matthew includes this detail because he understands something important about the life of faith. Faith is not the absence of doubt. Faith and doubt often travel together. The opposite of faith is not doubt but indifference. Doubt can be a sign that we are taking the mystery seriously. It reminds us that God is always greater than our understanding. Those first disciples stood between certainty and uncertainty, between worship and questioning. In many ways, so do we. In the Christisn Calendar, today is also Trinity Sunday. Traditionally, Christians following the litirgical calendar have reflected on Jesus' instruction to baptise "in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit." But it is important to remember that Matthew is not presenting a fully developed doctrine of the Trinity as later generations of Christians would formulate it. The great creeds and theological definitions would come centuries later. What we find here instead is something more experiential. We glimpse the living faith of the earliest Christian community. They had come to know the One Divine Reality in three profound ways. First, they experienced God as the loving Source of all life, the One whom Jesus called Abba, Father. Not a distant ruler in the sky, but the intimate and compassionate ground of all being, whose care extends to every sparrow and every human soul, who according to Jesus earlier in Matthew makes the sun shine on good and bad alike, sending the blessing of rain upon both the righteous and the unrighteous. This is the God of indiscriminate love. Second, they experienced God through the humanity of Jesus himself. Matthew's Gospel begins by calling Jesus Immanuel, "God with us." In Jesus they encountered a human life so transparent to the Divine that they sensed the very presence of God shining through his words, his actions, his compassion, and his self-giving love. Third, they experienced God as Holy Spirit, the living breath of God active within them and among them. The Spirit was not merely an abstract idea but a living presence empowering, guiding, inspiring, and transforming the community. The doctrine of the Trinity would eventually emerge as the Church's attempt to make sense of these experiences. Christians came to speak of One Divine Reality encountered as Source, Word, and Spirit; as Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Yet perhaps the deepest truth of Trinity Sunday, whether one is Trinitarian or not, is not a mathematical puzzle about how three can be one. Rather, it is the recognition that the Divine is not distant or static but living, relational, and continually present to us in multiple ways. Returning to our Gospel reading, Matthew's final scene does more than invite us into a theological debate about the Trinity. It profoundly gathers together many of the central themes that have run throughout the entire Gospel. Jesus begins by declaring, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me." Throughout Matthew's Gospel, questions of authority have appeared again and again. The crowds were astonished because Jesus taught "as one having authority." He healed with authority. He forgave sins with authority. He challenged religious and political powers with authority. But Jesus' authority is unlike the authority of earthly rulers. It is not based on coercion or domination. It is the authority of self-giving love, truth, compassion, and service. The crucified and risen Christ reveals that genuine authority is found not in power over others but in love for others. Then comes the great commission: "Go therefore and make disciples of all nations." Notice that Jesus does not tell them to make converts, build institutions, or establish an empire. He tells them to make disciples. Discipleship has been one of Matthew's central themes from the very beginning. When Jesus first called Peter, Andrew, James, and John, he invited them into a way of life. A disciple is simply a learner, a follower, someone who seeks to walk in the footsteps of the teacher. Throughout the Gospel, Matthew has shown us what that discipleship looks like. It means learning the values of the Sermon on the Mount. It means, letting our yes be yes and our no be no – speaking and living with integrity. It also means loving enemies, forgiving others, seeking justice, practising mercy, trusting God, and putting the kingdom before our own ambitions. The mission of the Church is therefore not simply to spread beliefs but to nurture people in this way of life. Thirdly, the scope of that mission is also significant. The disciples are sent to "all nations." At the beginning of Matthew's Gospel, foreign sages from the East came seeking the Christ child. Throughout the Gospel there are hints that God's compassion reaches beyond every boundary of race, nationality, religion, and culture. Now, at the end, those hints become explicit. The good news is for everyone. Jesus is creating a new trans-national community of faith transcending humanity’s tendency to too narrowly define itself by tribe and nation. Then lastly, Matthew's final words also echo the very beginning of his Gospel. The Gospel opened with the declaration that Jesus would be called Immanuel, "God with us." Now it closes with Jesus saying, "And remember, I am with you always, to the end of the age." The promise of God's presence frames the entire Gospel of Matthew. At the beginning, God is with us in the child of Bethlehem. At the end, God is with us through the living presence of the risen Christ. Between those two promises lies the whole story of discipleship. And perhaps that is the deepest message of this passage. The disciples are being sent into an uncertain future. They do not have all the answers. Some are still wrestling with doubt. Soon they will face persecution, hardship, and challenges they cannot yet imagine. Yet Jesus does not promise them certainty. He promises them presence. "I am with you always." The life of faith is not a journey undertaken alone. We walk it sustained by the Divine Presence that the earliest Christians experienced in three ways, through the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, the Source of life beyond us, the Divine revealed in and through Jesus revealing our own dignity as children of the Divine, and the Spirit of Life within us. And so Matthew leaves us where every generation of disciples must begin: called to follow, called to learn, called to embody the way of Jesus, and called to trust that whatever lies ahead, we do not walk alone. For the One who was Immanuel at the beginning of the story remains Immanuel at its end: "Remember, I am with you always, even to the end of the age." Amen. The Fire of Love - Pentecost - Acts 2:1-13
According to Luke in Acts 2, when the day of Pentecost arrived, the disciples of Jesus are gathered together in one place, with Mary the mother of Jesus (who in Luke’s Gospel is a symbol of prayerful trust). Together they are watching and praying – as Jesus had told them to. This scene is symbolic of the church at prayer. But the disciples (like us) are still an uncertain people. Even after the resurrection, they still do not know what the future holds. They are confused, uncertain, anxious. And perhaps that is important to notice. Their prayers do not magically remove the uncertainty. Prayer does not always change our circumstances. The world outside is still unsettled. The future is still unknown. But prayer changes people. Slowly, quietly, prayer opens hearts. It steadies us. It deepens our awareness of God’s presence within and around us. It helps move us from fear toward trust. And prayer itself is not always about saying many words. Jesus warns against empty prayers that simply pile up words. Sometimes prayer can be as simple as whispering “thank you.” Meister Eckhart once said: “If the only prayer you ever say in your entire life is thank you, it will be enough.” Sometimes prayer is simply resting in the stillness of God’s presence… becoming aware of the sacred life that holds us even in uncertain times. Sometimes prayer may simply be sitting quietly and gently repeating a single word like “thank you” until gratitude slowly softens the heart. And when we pray in that way, something within us begins to change. And then suddenly, there is a sound “like the rush of a violent wind.” Tongues of fire separate and rest upon them. They begin speaking in different languages, and the crowds gathered outside are astonished because each person hears the message in their own language. We are told that people from all over the known world are gathered for the festival — Parthians, Medes, Egyptians, Romans, Arabs and many others. Different cultures, different languages, different backgrounds. And yet, according to the story, somehow, through the Spirit, understanding becomes possible – each hears the message spoken in their own language. As I have suggested previously, many Bible scholars suggest that this story is meant to remind us of another story from the Old Testament, the story of the Tower of Babel. In the ancient story of Babel humanity becomes divided. In their pride people reach up to heaven by their own power and ingenuity rather than through transformed hearts. And so language becomes confused and humanity is scattered in fear and separation. Isn’t that a powerful image of the world today? People talking past one another, shouting over each other. No real communication in the sense of building community as is implied by the very word ‘communicate’. But Pentecost moves in the opposite direction. At Babel, there is division. At Pentecost, there is connection. At Babel, confusion. At Pentecost, there is understanding. At Babel, people scatter. At Pentecost, they are drawn together into new community. The story of Acts suggests that Spirit of God moves toward connection, toward relationship, toward community, communion, toward love. And perhaps prayer itself is part of that movement. Genuine prayer softens the walls we build around ourselves. It loosens the grip of ego and fear. It slowly awakens us to our connectedness with others and with God. Prayer may begin in silence and stillness, but if it is real prayer it gradually changes the way we see and respond to the world. And that brings us to Jesus. The Spirit of Love poured out at Pentecost is the Spirit of Jesus himself — the Spirit that lived in him and moved through him. A Spirit of truth, integrity, compassion, forgiveness. A Spirit that reached across boundaries and welcomed outsiders, a Spirit that broke down walls between people. In Acts 16:7 Luke explicitly refers to the Holy Spirit as the Spirit of Jesus. To be moved by the Holy Spirit is to be moved in the ways of Jesus… to live in the spirit in which Jesus lived, to move beyond fear and separation and into deeper relationship. And that is not just a religious idea. It is woven into the very fabric of life itself. Thomas Campbell, a NASA Scientist, who has studied the nature of consciousness has written a book called My Big TOE – his Big Theory of Everything. And even as a non-religious person the conclusion he came to through his studies and investigations is that the purpose and goal of life itself is to grow in love. He says this is the very trajectory of evolution, the evolution of the physical world, and the evolution of consciousness from its earliest beginnings. The trajectory is towards connection and love. When we look at evolution, we often think only about competition and survival. But there is another side to evolution. When we consider the great arc of evolution itself, we begin to see something astonishing. Evolution moves in two directions simultaneously. On the one hand, evolution produces ever greater diversity. From simple particles emerge atoms. From atoms, molecules, then cells, then multicellular organisms. Then fish, reptiles, birds, mammals, human beings, cultures, languages, civilisations. Life becomes increasingly varied, differentiated, and complex. But at the very same time, evolution also moves toward deeper connection, cooperation, and interdependence. Single cells join together to form multicellular organisms. Individual organisms form ecosystems. Human beings form families, tribes, societies, nations, and now, at a very difficult place in our evolution, we have become a globally interconnected humanity – with all the teething problems that go with that. The more complex life becomes, the more profoundly interconnected it becomes. Diversity deepens, but so does communion. This is one of the deepest patterns woven into the universe itself. The forest is not merely a collection of isolated trees. Beneath the soil runs a vast fungal network through which trees share nutrients and communicate with one another. Our own bodies are not singular entities but living communities of trillions of cooperating cells. Even our breath unites us with forests and oceans across the planet. Life evolves not toward isolated separateness but toward relationship, toward participation, toward communion. Thomas Campbell’s conclusion – the trajectory of evolution is towards love. That he concluded, is the purpose and goal of life. That doesn’t mean that growing in love is easy. But that is the trajectory… that is the ultimate meaning and purpose of life. Your life, my life, our life together. And even as a non-religious scientist, Thomas Campbell admits that this truth that he stumbled upon can be found in the teachings of Jesus. The whole meaning and purpose of life in the Scriptures is love: Love for God – the Greater Life – and Love for neighbour. And in the Good Samaritan he reminds us that our neighbour includes the despised other. It is a love that reaches beyond ego, beyond tribe, beyond “us” and “them.” In 1 Cor 13, Paul speaks of faith, hope and love but concludes that the greatest of these is love. You may have no faith. You may not even feel there is much hope, but if you live in love you are living in alignment with God, the Universe and the Trajectory of Life. There is no way around the fact that Love was at the heart of Jesus teaching – even love for those we don’t like. But that doesn’t mean that love is easy… it might in the end get you crucified. But the truth is we are hard-wired for love. We are not made for estrangement, enmity, separation or division. We are made for connection, relationship, for love. When people who have been estranged somehow find reconciliation, tears often well up in our eyes. Why? Because we are made for connection. We are hard-wired for love. Separation, division, enmity is painful… why? Because it moves us against the grain of how we have been made. We were made for unity and community… but that doesn’t mean the journey to get there is easy. In Romans 8:29, the Apostle Paul speaks of Jesus as “the first among many brothers and sisters.” Perhaps that means that in Jesus we see what humanity is capable of becoming. In him we see a fuller humanity. A humanity no longer trapped in fear and separateness, but awakened to love and connection. Jesus reveals to us the true goal of our evolution. And perhaps that is what Pentecost is really about. The disciples begin locked away in fear. Concerned for themselves. Protecting themselves. But then the Spirit comes like fire. A fire that changes them. They move outward. They become courageous. They begin speaking across barriers. A new kind of community begins to emerge. Not a community where differences disappear, but one where love becomes greater than difference. And notice again where it all begins: in prayerful waiting. In stillness. In openness. In people gathering together, not with certainty and easy answers, but with longing hearts. Prayer had not removed all their fear, but it had opened them to transformation. It had prepared them to receive the Spirit of Love. That could be called Pentecost consciousness. The opposite of what we might call Babel consciousness. And if we are honest, much of our world still lives there. We see it in racism, in political hatred, in religious division, in the constant anger and suspicion of modern life. We see it in the darker side of nationalism. It is the consciousness of separateness. But the Spirit of Jesus, and the trajectory of evolution invites us into something deeper. Into the realization that we belong to one another. That beneath all our differences we share one humanity, one earth, one sacred source of life. As Paul says in Ephesians, One God and Father of us all, who is over all, in all and through all. And so the Spirit of Love draws us into a larger awareness — the awareness of God’s love flowing through all things. That does not mean losing our individuality. Pentecost is not about everybody becoming the same. The miracle of Pentecost is that every language remains distinct, and yet understanding becomes possible. Love holds diversity together. Like the many colours in a stained-glass window illuminated by one light. And perhaps this is the direction humanity is slowly growing toward. Not perfectly. Not quickly. Often with terrible setbacks. But the deeper movement of life seems always to pull us toward ever wider circles of connection. Toward deeper communion. Toward love. The fire of Pentecost is still burning in the world. It burns wherever the language of love is spoken, where people are moved by the Spirit or breathe that was in Jesus. And it all begins in Prayer. For prayer may not always change the world around us immediately. But slowly, deeply, prayer changes us. And changed people can help change the world. Amen. Where is Christ? (Ascension Sunday - Acts 1:1–11 & Ephesians 1:15–23, Ephesians 4:7-12)
Many modern people, shaped by science and a modern worldview, struggle with the story of the Ascension. Jesus seemingly beams upward like some kind of ancient astronaut, disappearing somewhere above the clouds, while the disciples are left standing below, staring upward, wondering where he has gone. And honestly, we should not be surprised that many people today find that difficult to accept literally. But what if we do not have to take the story literally to find meaning in it? What if, in fact, it was always meant to be understood symbolically? How might the symbolism of the Ascension speak to us today? An important key to the whole story may lie in the question the disciples ask Jesus just before the Ascension in verse 6: “Lord, are you at this time going to restore the kingdom to Israel?” It is a fascinating question. Even after everything they have experienced with Jesus… even after his teachings… even after the resurrection… the disciples still seem to imagine the Kingdom in rather conventional political terms. They are still thinking in terms of a visible kingdom: a restored nation, a restored throne, restored national borders, a restored political order. They are still imagining something outward, geographical, visible, and dramatic. But throughout Luke’s Gospel, Jesus has been gently reshaping the meaning of the Kingdom. Again and again, expectations are overturned. The Kingdom belongs not to the powerful, but to the poor. Not to the self-important, but to the humble. Not to the the special, chosen, and exclusive few, but to outsiders and strangers. And in Luke’s Gospel, Jesus even says: “The Kingdom of God is within you”, also sometimes translated, “among you.” The disciples are still looking outward. But Jesus has been pointing inward all along. And perhaps that is part of the meaning of the Ascension. Notice carefully: Jesus does not answer the disciples’ question directly. He does not say: “Yes, the Kingdom will soon be restored.” Nor does he simply say: “No.” Instead, he redirects the whole conversation. The disciples ask about: political power, national restoration, and political fulfilment. Jesus speaks instead about: Spirit, witness, and mission. “You will receive power [a different kind of power – an inner power] when the Holy Spirit has come upon you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, Judea, Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.” The Kingdom suddenly expands outward beyond all their narrow expectations. And then Jesus is taken from their sight. The disciples stand staring upward into the sky. There is almost a touch of gentle humour in the scene.One can imagine them standing there with mouths open, gazing upward, still searching for something external, still wondering where Jesus has gone. And the angels ask: “Why do you stand looking up toward heaven?” – gently reminding them that they are looking in the wrong direction. Perhaps that question is aimed not only at them, but also at us. Why are you still looking “up there”? Why are you imagining God’s presence as something distant, somewhere else? Because in the ancient world, while many people saw heaven as somewhere above the sky, for more sophisticated religious thinkers and mystics, heaven was not primarily understood as a physical location somewhere above the clouds. Heaven referred to the realm of Spirit, the deeper Divine Reality that surrounds and sustains all things. The word heaven literally means ‘sky’… but that language if interpretted symbolically might give us a deeper clue as to the nature of the heaven. The sky is formless and empty in a conventional sense, and yet it surrounds all things, providing the air in which all physical things can exist. Just so, the realm of the Spirit, the Divine Conciousness is formless, containing everything and the source from which the world of outward form arises. And this is where the letter to the Ephesians gives us a profound insight. Paul prays: “May the eyes of your heart be enlightened…” Not merely the eyes of the mind. Not outward sight alone. But the eyes of the heart. For the spiritual life begins not simply with external observation, but with inward awakening as Jesus says in Luke ‘The Kingdom of God – the realm of the Spirit of the Etternal - is within you”. . And later in Ephesians we read that Christ ascended “to fill all things.” (Eph 4:10). Not to abandon the world. Not to escape the world. But to fill all things with Divine Presence. Or perhaps rather, opening the eyes of our hearts that we might perceive that the same Divine Presence, the Same Divine Logos, Mind of God, or Mind of Christ that was seen and known in Jesus has been present all along, filling all things. Perhaps the Ascension can be understood as Jesus returning to the Source: the infinite life, the eternal Spirit, the Divine Consciousness, the sacred Mystery from which all life flows and by which all life is sustained. The life that was visible in Jesus now becomes diffused through all creation. The Presence that once walked in one human life is now perceived as filling all things. And if that is true, then the Ascension invites us in two directions at once: inwardly and outwardly. First, inwardly. Jesus tells the disciples to wait in Jerusalem until they receive “power from on high.” The spiritual life cannot be sustained by activism alone, nor merely by beliefs and doctrines. It requires inward connection: silence, prayer, awareness, the opening of the eyes of the heart. For unless we remain connected inwardly to the Divine Source, our lives become shallow, anxious, reactive, and exhausted. The spiritual journey is, in part, the gradual awakening to the Divine Presence already dwelling within and among us. But the Ascension also moves us outwardly. Notice the movement in Acts: Jerusalem, to Judea, to Samaria, and to the ends of the earth. The Spirit always pushes outward beyond fear, beyond narrow tribalism, beyond narrow political and national identity into something much wider and bigger. That is why in Ephesians Paul speaks of Jesus mission as breaking down walls of enmity and his secret purpose to reconcile all things back to God the Source. And so the Ascension is not an invitation to escape the world. The disciples as they stare up into the sky are looking in the wrong direction. Their question to Jesus about the restoration of the Kingdom of Israel as a political entity is again a looking in the wrong direction. When our religious commitment is too closely aligned to our national aspirations we are looking in the wrong direction… we fall short of the wider vision of Christ. When the disciples ask, “Are you now going to restore the kingdom to Israel” Jesus speaks not of the restoration of Israel, but rather the restoration of the whole of humanity. And so the Ascension is not an invitation to escape the world or to shore-up a narrow nationalist agenda. It is an invitation into the opening of the eyes of the heart to see the Divine Presence that fills all things and is silently present in all people. It is also a commissioning to serve the world. For if Christ now fills all things, then the Spirit of Christ seeks expression through human lives. Through our acts of compassion, our acts of courage, our acts of justice, and integrity, through our acts of forgiveness, and above all through our acts of love. There is a story told from the aftermath of the Second World War. A church had contained a beautiful statue of Christ, but during bombing raids the hands of the statue were blown off. After the war, people discussed restoring the statue completely. But eventually they decided to leave the hands missing. And beneath the statue they placed words inspired by Teresa of Ávila: "Christ has no body now but yours. No hands, no feet on earth but yours. Yours are the eyes through which he looks compassion on this world. Yours are the feet with which he walks to do good. Yours are the hands through which he blesses all the world. Yours are the hands, yours are the feet, yours are the eyes, you are his body. Christ has no body now on earth but yours." Perhaps that is the deepest meaning of Ascension. Christ is no longer confined to one place, one body, one nation, or one moment in history. The Spirit of Christ now seeks to live through us. We become the hands through which compassion touches the world. We become the feet through which love walks into places of suffering. We become the eyes through which kindness sees the forgotten. And so the angels still ask us today:“Why do you stand looking up toward heaven?” For the Christ we seek is not absent, the Spirit of Christ fills all things. And the invitation of the Ascension is not merely to look upward, but inward, with the eyes of the heart opened, and outward becoming the living presence of Christ in the world. Amen. Where is God? (Acts 17:22-31 & John 14:15-21)
Our readings today invite us into one of the most profound and enduring questions of the human heart: Where is God? It is a question that has echoed across centuries. People have looked for God in temples, in sacred mountains, in distant heavens, in extraordinary experiences. And often, beneath the question itself, there lies an assumption, that God is somewhere else, far away, hidden, absent. But the scriptures set before us today gently challenges that assumption. In the Gospel of John, Jesus speaks in deeply intimate and mysterious language: “On that day you will know that I am in my Father, and you in me, and I in you.” This is not the language of distance. This is the language of indwelling. Earlier in John’s Gospel, Jesus says, “I am in the Father and the Father is in me.” Now, astonishingly, he extends that same relationship to his disciples: “You in me, and I in you.” This is a mystical vision of reality. God is not presented here as a distant ruler in a far-off heaven located in a different place, but as the Living Presence at the very heart of our being, the Loving Source from which all life flows. John’s Gospel invites us to see God as the Hidden Inner Intelligence at the heart of all things, the unseen Life that animates everything that is. This is echoed in the Prologue of John’s Gospel: “In him was life, and that life was the light of all people… The true light that enlightens everyone was coming into the world.” Not just a few, but everyone. And this presence is not merely around us, it is within us. …The Father in me, and I in you and you in me... This vision resonates with a saying from the Gospel of Luke, where Jesus speaks of the Kingdom of God as something that is not coming with signs to be observed, but is already within and among us. The Eternal, the Immortal One, the Silent Source of all things, dwells among us and within us as our deepest reality. And yet, there is a paradox. John’s Gospel does not only say that God is within us, it also says that we are within God. We are not only temples of the Divine Presence; we are also participants in a greater Life that holds us, surrounds us, and permeates all things. How can it be that simultaneously God is within us and we are within God? It moves us beyond our normal spatial categories. But perhaps the language of consciousness helps us glimpse the mystery more deeply. If our consciousness is like a wave arising within the great ocean of Divine Consciousness, then God is both within us and beyond us at the same time. The light of awareness within us is not separate from the greater Light from which it comes. This same vision appears, quite remarkably, in our reading from Acts. The Apostle Paul stands in Athens, surrounded by temples and altars, speaking to a people steeped in philosophical and religious thought. And instead of dismissing their beliefs, he begins with affirmation. (In other words, like Paul we do not need to be afraid of other religious systems… we should feel confident to find the points of truth and resonance that exist within them). And so the Apostle Paul, speaking to people of another religious persuasion, points to an altar inscribed: “To an unknown god.” In doing so, Paul acknowledges something deeply true: that God is, in a real sense, unknowable to the human intellect. Beyond concepts. Beyond definitions. And yet, this “unknown” God is not absent. Paul goes on to say: “He is not far from any one of us. For in him we live and move and have our being.” Here Paul is believed to be quoting from Epimenides’ Hymn to Zeus, showing that even within Greek philosophy and religion there was an intuition of this truth. In him we live and move and have our being. God is not elsewhere. We are, as it were, swimming in the Divine Presence, like fish in the ocean. There is a story sometimes told: one fish turns to another and asks, “Do you believe in the ocean?” And the other replies, “What’s the ocean?” So immersed are they in it, they cannot see it. And perhaps this is our condition. We ask, “Where is God?” All the while, we are already in God. Another image may help us. Imagine two twins in their mother’s womb. One says to the other, “Do you believe in life after the womb? Do you believe there is a mother?” The other replies, “No, it’s absurd. How would that even work? How would we breathe? How would we be fed? There is no Mother and there is no life after birth”. But the first insists, “Sometimes, if I listen carefully, I can hear her heartbeat… I can sense her presence, I think I can even hear her loving voice.” In the same way, we live within a Reality greater than we can fully comprehend. We may not see clearly. We may not understand. But something in us senses… listens… knows. We have an intuition of something deeper and something greater. And yet, if this is true - if God is both within us and all around us - then another question arises: Why do we so often experience God as absent? Why does God feel distant? Jesus offers a clue in our passage when he speaks about seeing and knowing. “In a little while the world will no longer see me, but you will see me” (vs19) “On that day you will know that I am in my Father, and you in me, and I in you…” (vs20) And elsewhere this language is echoed, in the Beatitudes in Matthew’s Gospel, where Jesus says: “Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.” Not one day, in some distant afterlife. But they shall see. The pure in heart see and experience God in this world in a way that the rest of us do not. “Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.” The implication is that God is always present, but not always perceived. And the purer our hearts are the more we see. The less pure our hearts are, the less we see of God. The problem is not the absence of light. The problem is the condition of the window. The Divine Light is always shining. But if the window of the heart is clouded, the light appears dim. Clean the window, and the light that was always there begins to shine through. And how do we know when this begins to happen? Very often, it is not through dramatic visions or extraordinary experiences, but through something much more subtle, and yet deeply transformative. We begin to feel a certain lightness of being. As the window of the heart is gradually cleared, as we loosen our grip on the false, ego-centred self, something shifts within us. The heaviness begins to lift. And in its place, there arises a quiet inner joy… a gentle peace… a sense of spaciousness… and a spontaneous love. These are the signs that the Divine Presence is no longer just an idea to us, but a lived reality from the inside… the presence of unexplained joy, gentle peace, a sense of spaciousness and a spontaneous love that wells up from within… these are the signs of the human heart opening up to God. It is as though the Light that was always shining begins, at last, to be felt. And it does not remain contained within us. It begins to flow outward. Like the living water Jesus speaks of in his encounter with the Samaritan woman in John 4, this Presence becomes a spring within, overflowing into love, into kindness, into service. We find ourselves loving not because we ought to, not to try and get other people’s attention or win their approval but simply because something within us is beginning to overflow with love. And this brings us to the practical heart of Jesus’ teaching. In John’s Gospel, Jesus says: “If you love me, you will keep my commandments.” But in John’s Gospel, there is really only one commandment: “Love one another as I have loved you.” This is not about earning God’s presence. God is already present, always present. This is about learning to live in harmony with that Presence. The word translated “keep” (from the Greek teros) carries the sense of watching, guarding, attending to, keeping one’s eye upon. It is about learning to becoming mindful of the Divine Presence that is always here. To live in love is to keep our attention aligned with the Divine Life within us. It is to allow that inner Presence to shape how we think, how we respond, how we relate. And this is where our faith becomes visible in the world. This week, across the UK and Ireland, we mark Christian Aid Week, a time when we are invited to respond to human suffering, poverty, and injustice, not simply with sympathy, but with action. It would be easy to think of this as something extra, an optional act of charity. But in the light of Jesus’ teaching, it is something much deeper. It is an expression of that very commandment: “Love one another as I have loved you.” Because if God truly dwells within each person, if every human being lives and moves and has their being in God, then to love another, to serve another, to stand alongside those in need, is not simply a moral duty. It is a way of honouring the Divine Presence within them. And perhaps more than that, it is a way of keeping the window clear in our own hearts. For when we turn outward in love, when we give, when we act with compassion, something within us opens up. The flow of grace is no longer blocked. The inner life and the outer life begin to align. And so, acts of generosity, justice, and compassion are not separate from the spiritual life. They are its natural expression. They are what happens when the living water begins to flow. So, where is God? Not far away. Not hidden in some distant heaven. God is the Living Presence or Consciousness within you, closer than your breath, nearer than your own thoughts, the open awareness in which your breathing happens, the open awareness in which your thoughts arise and disappear. And at the same time, you are held within God, like a wave in the ocean, like a child in the womb, a fragment of consciousness within the great ocean of consciousness. The invitation of the Gospel is not to go somewhere else to find God… but to awaken. To become aware. To live in love. To clean the window pane of the heart to let more light through. And as we do, slowly and gently, we begin to see - not a different world, but this world, shining with a Light that was there all along. Amen. I am the Way the Truth and the Life, No-one comes to the Father but by me. John 14:6
These words are amongst the most well-known and troubling in Scripture…You would probably have heard these words read at most funerals you have attended. And at most funerals these words would most likely have been used as a kind of religious weapon, a an emotional blackmail to try scare people into making a Christian commitment. I am the Way the Truth and the Life… No-one comes to the father but by me. At first reading it would suggest that Jesus is kind of like a heavenly gate-keeper… God’s bouncer in the sky determining who will get into heaven. The implication in funerals is often made explicit by some preachers… if you don’t accept Jesus you won’t get into heaven and will face the danger of a life lived in hell for the rest of eternity. The spiritual logic of that approach is interesting: Jesus loves you… but if you don’t accept Jesus he will condemn you to an eternity of suffering. And it raises all sorts of other questions, especially about people of other faiths and those who have had the hard luck of being born into a culture where they may never have had the opportunity even to hear the name of Jesus… Many have asked the question: what happens to such people when they die? And so that is the exclusivist way in which those words have been been interpreted especially in evangelical circles. But is that the only way of understanding and interpreting those words or is there another perspective? The first things to notice is that these words are spoken by Jesus not as a threat,, but in fact as words of comfort to disciples who are confused and afraid. Within the context of John’s Gospel Jesus has told his disciples that he will be leaving them (John 13:33, 13:36). They do not understand. They are filled with grief (John 16:6). They are confused. And into this situation according to John, Jesus speaks these words as part of a message that is meant to comfort them, not as a threat of exclusion. The passage begins with these words: Do not let your hearts be troubled, trust in God, trust also in me (John 14:1). Jesus is not trying to trouble them more by giving them some kind of a threat as to what will happen to them if they do not accept him, he is seeking to alleviate their troubled hearts. Do not let your hearts be troubled, trust in God. Trust also in me (John 14:1). Many translations use the word believe: Believe in God, Believe also in me… as though what is being asked for is a kind of signing up to some kind of doctrine, dogma or belief system (John 14:1). But the NIV translation is right in using the word Trust rather then Believe. What is being called for here is not some kind of belief with our intellect… the invitation here is to a life of deeper trust… trust that there is a hidden wisdom and compassion behind all of life that we can entrust ourselves to. The Christian faith is ultimately not about believing certain things it is an invitation to a life of deeper trust – a trusting ultimately in a goodness and a wisdom that underlies all of life. When the disciples find themselves troubled, Jesus invites them to a life of deeper trust. But Thomas is still confused… Lord we don’t know where you are going? How can we know they way (John 14:5). And in response to Thomas’s confusion and his troubled heart, Jesus speaks these words to reassure him… “I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.” (John 14:6) The first thing to notice is that Jesus begins with the words ‘I am’ (John 8:58). John’s Gospel as 7 I am sayings of Jesus. I am the bread of life (John 6:35) - I am the light of the world (John 8:12) - I am the door (John 10:9) - I am the good shepherd (John 10:11) - I am the resurrection and the life (John 11:25) - I am the way, the truth, and the life (John 14:6) - I am the true vine (John 15:1) These are a particular feature of John’s Gospel. You don’t find them in any of the other Gospels. And so it is very unlikely that they are words spoken by Jesus himself. They are far more likely to be a literary and teaching device used by the writer of John to help his readers come to a deeper understanding of Jesus. And the deeper truth John wants us to see in Jesus is that the Jesus makes known the Eternal I am to us (John 1:18). The phrase I Am was the name of God given to Moses at the burning bush (Exodus 3:14). John’s Gospel asserts that this Eternal I Am is now revealed in and through the humanity of Jesus (John 1:14). Jesus reveals the Eternal I Am in and through his life, and as such he is the Way that leads us back to the ‘Father’, in other words, to the Loving Source from which we have all come (John 1:12-13). Jesus is the Way that can show us back home to the one who is our original Source. The words ‘The Way’ is very significant here. He is not saying, ‘I am the password’ that will get you into heaven, rather he says I Am the Way… Jesus is pointing us towards a Way that is to be lived and embodied, a Way that will lead us back home to the Source of al life, love and joy. What does this Way of Jesus look like in John’s Gospel: It is the Way of Love that turns the water of religious legalism into the wine of love and joy (John 2:1-11). It is the Way of Love that meets Nicodemus in the night-time and darkness of his ignorance and invites him into a transformed way of being that will feel like a rebirth into a whole new form of existence (John 3:1-8). It is the Way of Love that meets the Samaritan woman at the well, affirming her and accepting her despite her chequered moral past and despite her being a distrusted and heretical Samaritan (John 4:4-26). It is the Way of Love that invites those paralysed by guilt and shame to pick up their mats and walk again (John 5:8-9). It is the Way of Love that invites us to open our deeper spiritual eyes to see the deeper truth of existence (John 9:39), that not only is Jesus the son of God (John 9:35-37), but that as Jesus points out: Do not your own scriptures say you are gods (John 10:34)… in other words in your essence You too are Divine. It is the Way of Love that invites those who live in Bethany the house of poverty to come out of their tombs of death and to be raised to newness of life (John 11:43-44). It is the Way of Love that gives up the way of violent domination so popular in the world today and takes a towel, wraps it around his waste and washes his disciples feet – even the feet of the one who would betray him and those who would within hours abandon him (John 13:4-5). It is the Way of the seed that gives up its small ego self, and falls to the ground and dies in order to discover it’s more expansive Divine Self (John 12:24). It is the Way of Love that is willing to lay one’s life down for one’s friends, and in fact even one’s enemies, in order that All people might be drawn back home to the Divine (John 10:11, John 12:32). Jesus is the embodiment of the Way that leads back to the Father, back home to the Divine Source from which we have all come. When Jesus says: No-one comes to the father by by me, what he is saying is that no-one comes back home to the Father except by this Way that Jesus embodies. If God is the source of Love, then no-one comes back to the Father except by this Way of Love that we have seen embodied in Jesus. And according to John’s Jesus, it is ultimately the Way that will draw all people back home to their source. When I am lifted up, I will draw all people to myself (John 12:32). (Not some people – All people). These are the words not simply of the historical Jesus of Nazareth, these are the words of the Eternal Logos speaking through the human Jesus, the eternal Wisdom through which all things have come into being and which enlightens all people coming into the world (John 1:1-9). IF God is Love, as is made plane in 1 John 3:16, then the Way back to God can only be by the Way of Love embodied in Jesus. No-one comes to the God of Love except by the Way of Love… and that Way of Love seen so clearly in Jesus is silently at work drawing all people back to that Infinite and Eternal Source of Love, referred to by Jesus as Abba, ‘the Father’. And this Way of Jesus can be found in people of other faiths… Indeed there are people of no faith at all who have also discovered this Way of self-giving Love that leads to life and wholeness. As Jesus says in John 10:16 “I have other sheep that do not belong to this fold. I must bring them also…” Whoever walks this Way of Jesus, this Way of Self-giving Love will find their way home to ‘the Father’. I grew up with my own father reading CS Lewis’s Narnia series to me and my brothers before we went to bed at night. In the final book of the Narnia series, entitled the Last Battle, when after the final and terrible battle the Old Narnia disappears and there is a New Narnia, Emeth, a worshipper of the terrible and fearsome god Tash finds himself in the Land of Aslan, the great Lion who is a symbol of the Christ. As Emeth stands before Aslan, he is confused and says… “All these years I have served and worshipped Tash and yet now I find myself accepted in the Land of Aslan, how can this be?” To which Aslan replies: “Whatever acts of love, kindness and goodness you have done in the Name of Tash I have credited as having been done to myself." And so as Jesus says a few verses later in John 15, may we abide and rest in the Infinite, Eternal Love of Christ (abide in me and I in you) (John 15:4) that this Way of Christ maybe opened up within us too that we may discover the Father, the Source, who dwells within us: “I am in the Father and the Father is in me…” (John 14:10), “On that day you will know that I am in my Father, and you in me, and I in you.” (John 14:20) Amen. |
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